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kuala BERANG..oh kuala BERANG

umm...
da smpai da kuala berang,terengganu..
tempat ostel aq ne mmg superb..super abes...
penat tok sah kate laa..
macam hell..
penat sgt...
berbukit2..macam ape..waahhhhh..
abie aq plak ta mo ckp nan aq je...
cedeynya..
cedeynya..... :'(
ape ne...amo awan owg da keh..?
da la ta jmpe daa..2 bulan...
aq je yg rse cedey ke..dye ta rse pun..alahai....
ntah cmne la..later la aq upload gmbar kt sini..haha
bersama2 monyet yang aq mybe dpt tngkap and bg name JOHNNY....
second thought..lpaz mmber aq ckp jgn nme Johnny..Poo CHai laa...
cm cine bukit sket..or mybe aq bela 2 ekor bwak ke Bachok bg kt Syafina Ibrahim satu..
supaya dye ta sunyi lg..hahahahaa...

penyendiri kah aq..?penakutkah aq..?

da 2 org lecterur tegur aq jauh menyayup berubah..
maybe dorg just suarakan ape yang dorg nmpk..
tapi,sumpah aq ckp,TERSENTAP jugak semalam..
nk menitik air mata aq,ble,lecterur yang cm bapak aq sndri ne,
ckp..aq cm tanggung BEBAN yang besar..
cam ad benda terbuku dalam hati aq..
wooww...tersenyap aq..
aq dapat rase da,air mata aq mengenang..
selama ne..sume aq pendam sorg..
cm SUFFER IN SILENCE pny type..
tp iye ke..aq ne penyendiri..?soalan yang tade jawapan..
encik,saya minx maaf sgt2..
byk benda sy pikir and baek sy diam ntuk kepentingan sume org..
sy ta kan burst,ilang kawalan or bwat keje bdo..
byk org ta kan lepaskn sy lau sy bwat mslh..
byk org ta bpe nk herankn sy ble bermasalah..tp ta kan snang2 lpazkn sy..
sy byk tanggungjwb...sy bru msuk 20 tp sy da bfikir mcm umur 35..
sy terpakse...
tapi ayat2 tu,sume dlm kpale aq je..ta tkuar pun...
nmpkny...byk bnd yg aq kne pikir...yeshh..
bila nk abes pun aq ta taw..
mybe aq da ta taw ape status ati aq,ble ati org je aq tpkse jge..
bila aq ta jge....aq dtuduh ta memahami...or ape2..
yeah..birthday aq tade mkne..tmbh saket aje...
jadi...tbaek laa...
kt siapa aq nk ngadu..?
ad ke careline nk dengar LUAHAN aq ne..?
ntah ad atau ta...ntah2 careline pun hung up,ble aq start cerita...
kan..?

once someone say to me..
-life isnt that east,death is more peaceful,easy..life harder..
btulla tu kot,kn..?

our time is running out

First time i walk into this place,
I can feel i hate it,
Days by days..
Month by month..
To many people that passing by in this journey..
365 days been there,
365 days been through all good part and so the hardest parts,
Too many things I've learned,
Too many things changed one by one in my life,

June Intake 2010..
Now the time has run out,
Swallow all the hatred and friendship,
Swallow att the love and madness,
Swallow all our memories..
I'm no good in saying goodbye,
But for those people who helped me be who am I these days,
Thank you..
I've already missing you guys even we still have few more days,
Before we spread our own wings,
facing this era,
This new ERA..

For my love,
Knowing I will remember you always,
Even when we apart..

villian..?jahat..?cold hearted..?camon..am i..?

few days sebelum masok tahun baru...
yepp...my birthday is in 2nd Jan..so aq mmg tlekat dengan tahun baru..
even sejauh mana dalam hati aq ta nk sambut tahun depan..
umur da 20 dohh...tade belas-belas lagi..ahh...bertambah sume beban kat otak..
Al-maklum..da tua..haha..
sejak dua menjak ne..bf aq da jd beriman abes da..thank u god..
dengar jugak paryer hamba mu ni..
tapi the sickest part is..
dye cm rse aq ne jahat..jauhkn dri abes dgn aq...
JAHAT sangat ke aq ne..??teruk sangat ke..?ntahla..ape dye pikir ntah..
aq bkn la kuat iman sgt..
and aq ta prejudis la..pada hukum islam,
mesej pun dosa,call pun dosa..jumpe pun dosa..terpegang pun dosa..
this is 2000..bkn ape pun..tapi dont make it obvious..and hard..
kitakan MEDICAL STUDENT..mst kne open skit...
tu dye yg ajar tuh..tp yg aq tgok..
OPEN ntuk org len..ad..tp ntuk aq....
baek aq ta payah crite..
sometimes.it get me outta my nerves..
mmg aq da cm TAYLOR LAUTNER dlm dlm cte TWILIGHT yg jadi warewolf tuh..
pantang aje psl ne..temperature aq pun nek..
tp dlm cte Twilight yg rmai org gila sgt tuh..mamat tuh ble temperature dye set..marah..
dye tukar jd WAREWOLF...
aq ne..jadi ape..?jadi kuntilanak kot..=__="
ta payah la aq cte...
kdg2 aq trase cm store jugak..ble org nk something dr aq je..sume dtg bderet aje..
ble aq susah..sekor2 ilang...kawan ke tuh..?
better ta pyh ad kawan cm gtu..
KAWAN la sgt kan..
haha..aq rse ta salah if aq jadi jahat skit and blaja krazkn ati sket..since..
aq asyik kne cm dipergunakan aje..JAHAT ke aq..lau cm gtu..?
i trust people a lot.tp people yg jd betrayer..so...
dun be a kind HYPOCRITE...sume org taw ape korg bwat,la..
ta pyh blagak ALIM sgt...haha..
cermin dri sndri sblm ckp kt org len.
semayang aje..kutuk orang sebakul..bwat ape..kn..?
ntah la..diri masing-masing..
renung-renungkan la ape aq ckp..
by the way..
ne Jacob Black..dye mmg comel..badan ketul-ketul gtu..
tengok la dye puas-puas..aq nk g tgok Twilight..haha

happy winter day...=]

dari zaman,"I Brought You My Bullets,You Brought Me Your Love ->Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge ->The Black Parade->Danger Days:The True Lives Of Fabulous Killjoys..(mY cHemiCaL rOmaNce)

sorri la..mybe korg confuse..japanese ke english ne..english..i said it fucking ENGLISH...ahahah
dalam lagu neyh..ad laaa..mamat yg paling aq dgn kawan aq gila satu mase dulu..
sape yg pernah terase fenomena ne..mmg satu ketika dlu dorg btul2 top smpai dtg Malaysia,..(mse tu aq da tekad nk pegi da..konsert dorg,zman sekolah2 dulu..)
sape rse Gerard nsem dlm vc ne..?angkat tangan...ME..ME..*raise hand*
Gerard Way..mmg dye mse tuh emo ptama yg aq knal and cakap nsem..starting dr lagu ne la aq nmpk dye..
HELENA

perghh..mase tuh aq rse dye la tercomel skali sume..(maklum laa..ad bf..tp not tat cute laa)
mmg kegilaan anak dara laa..(ne yg lyn vid helena ne..)
aq pny suka smpaikn aq dudk cuti ari sabtu rela duk tpacak dpn 8tv tnggu video clip dye..(smpai aq da hafal ape video clip yang kuar tiap kali,dulukan 8tv byk video clip..hehehe)
ape yg bestny MCR ne kat mata aq mse tu..?
1.Gerard Way(op koz laa)
2.lagu-lagu dye aq rse kne jiwa aq abes..
3.sore vokalis dye pnyer superb sekali..
4.gitar dye sume..perghh...(ni la susah ble darah guitar player ad dlm diri aq ne..main ta reti tp amat cerewet..=_=)
5.aq ter'crush' kt adek beradik WAY ne..(Mikey....!!!biarpun aq taw mse tuh dye adk slekeh..tp see..aq pny pilihan tuh jd superb macho da skang..<3)

see..dlu ad jugak click2 kaki MCR ne..tp zmn da brubah..da lme da kot..zmn pun da len..
member aq sorang ne start lozt interest kt GEE(nme mnje Gerard Way) start ble dye kawen dgn sorg pompuan nme liz ne ta silap aq..and dye ta cntek pon..(pd mata aq laa)
however,sume bebudak MCR ne da kawen da ..
selama ne aq taw Mikey yg kawen dlu..pastu Gerard aje..aq google2 jumpe la gmbr dowg nee..
ahli group yg len..

ne,lead singer,Gerard+Lindsey

hahh..ne plak Mikey dgn Alicia..(suwiitttt..arap da kawen lau ta..aq nk..!)

ne plak frank iero dgn Jamie..(i lurvee frank.mwahhhahahah..)

ahhh..ne la yg plg menyerlah skali..(rambutny..rambutny..) dlm group ne..guitar dye perghh superb..
Ray Toro dgn Christa

last skali Bob Bryar..aq google ta de plak gmbr dye dgn mne2 pompuan..
persoalan..single kah anda..?ahahhahaha
ta pe laa..aq upload jugak gmbr dye sbijik..ta nk kasi nmpk pilih kasih sgt..

tapi aq dgr cte..Bob ne da chow dr MCR..is tat true..?
pdn laa dr 5 jd 4 je dlm latest album...
aiihh....however..pape jela..
lau korg cerai dgn bini korg..aq myb tumpng sedi,tp dlm at..punye la arap korg pilih aq..
cehh berangan aq...=]
Luck to ya all..
aq suke quotes dorg,korg ad mse..google la ekk..

zman2 dulu..aq suke gmbr ne..<3

KillJoys,make some noise..(2011)

-ilang satu suda..=__=
zaman berubah kot..begitu jugak dgn band kesayangan kita...=|

my bad boy~

jumpe lagu ne mse men SDO..terus berkenan..

yola..if in video above....the bad boy is tat dude..(ta taw nme dye ape..)
hahhhhh..ne bad boy aq pulak,merangkap anak angkat nakal bapak yg jaga intake kami...
cuba teka la yg mne...
xoxoxo...:*
still you are my bad boy..<3

-heeee..curik gmbr kt pesbok..
sorry...=,=